I was called to Ayahuasca many years ago but couldn’t find a way to travel abroad. Luckily, I discovered Mark’s retreat in North Texas. If you’re here, you probably understand the power of divine timing. I didn’t know much about what to expect, but I felt like I was in good hands even before meeting him in person. In the weeks leading up to the retreat, he communicated with and supported me via phone/text about the necessary preparation, including tapering off SSRIs and abstaining from red meat, pork, caffeine, and sex for a week prior.

Mark and his wife have powerful spirits and created a sacred space for the emotional/physical/spiritual work that arose out of the attendees. His chants were profound, triggering a stirring in my crown chakra. Even as a first-timer, I realize that Mark is an unusually gifted healer. Besides his talent and skill, he has such a pleasant personality. I can sense the balance he holds between divine masculine and feminine. What I appreciate is that Mark moves with levity and gravitas, not taking himself too seriously while approaching his work with utmost seriousness. His intentions are pure: to guide us on our awakening journey. One of the biggest indicators that he is here to benefit the collective is the nominal fee he charges. It’s clear he’s not in it for profit.

As far as my individual experience, understanding that experiences can vary greatly, I didn’t feel or see much in the first two nights. He recommends that the ceremonies be conducted in sets of three. I almost didn’t return on Sunday due to upcoming commitments, but I am glad I did. That night, I experienced the most unexpectedly vivid, clear, and profound visions of my life, including a partial kundalini awakening, which was a huge surprise. The collective energy of the dozen attendees was powerful, creating a sense of alchemy. As we tapped into the energy of the icaros and the sacred portal that Ayahuasca opened, I felt connected to the Divine in a way that I never had before. It moved me to tears of joy, relief, and awe.

The post-ceremony integration was thoughtfully handled, with Mark facilitating discussions that allowed everyone to process their journey. Even after returning to our daily routines, I feel privileged to call them my soul family. Our integration continues as we share the shifts that have persisted long after the ceremonies.

I hope that if you hear the call, you will make an appointment to sit with Mark in the sanctuary he and his wife have created. I pray you will find your way not just to Ayahuasca, but to Mark’s doorstep. With love, A.