I hate not having my full name on here and not feeling safe enough to expose my identity in order to bring certain things to light and warn other women about the dangers they are likely to experience at a ceremony led by Carlos Amaru also known as Shaba, but I honestly fear repercussions after receiving what is known as hate mail, from them. I will keep this short: I do not in any way suggest women attend these ceremonies. You will experience nonsense and you will experience extremely inappropriate behavior only someone with power can continually get away with. How he has this power is a question I will always ask myself the way I ask myself how certain managers and leaders and politicians can have the power they do. alas, it’s a sick world but what you can do is say NO to this group. Thank you for reading
I just created account JUST so that I could comment on your post, Carolyn. First of all, that is SO insanely creepy. Makes me want to vomit. I’m so sorry, from stranger to stranger, that you had to deal with such sick, predatory behavior from a supposed shaman. Vulnerable women come here seeking healing and this is the kind of experience they are going through, only to later have their voices stifled by Jessica to avoid slandering both the school’s and medicine wheel’ reputation. I myself, felt very uncomfortable while undressing because his eyes were unashamedly on me (though I was wearing a sports bra) during the one ceremony I participated in, in 2020. My friend, also at this ceremony, was pulled into his lap and casually groped while we were all deep in the medicine (which, by the way, was noticeably different in taste, looks and strength from one night to the other). She was unable to break away because she was not in control of her body but was so upset about it afterwards because she came to seek healing from her past (sexual abuse from her father). It makes me SO sad. Again, I am so sorry about your experience and I hope karma will prove itself present.
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I hate not having my full name on here and not feeling safe enough to expose my identity in order to bring certain things to light and warn other women about the dangers they are likely to experience at a ceremony led by Carlos Amaru also known as Shaba, but I honestly fear repercussions after receiving what is known as hate mail, from them. I will keep this short: I do not in any way suggest women attend these ceremonies. You will experience nonsense and you will experience extremely inappropriate behavior only someone with power can continually get away with. How he has this power is a question I will always ask myself the way I ask myself how certain managers and leaders and politicians can have the power they do. alas, it’s a sick world but what you can do is say NO to this group. Thank you for reading
I just created account JUST so that I could comment on your post, Carolyn. First of all, that is SO insanely creepy. Makes me want to vomit. I’m so sorry, from stranger to stranger, that you had to deal with such sick, predatory behavior from a supposed shaman. Vulnerable women come here seeking healing and this is the kind of experience they are going through, only to later have their voices stifled by Jessica to avoid slandering both the school’s and medicine wheel’ reputation. I myself, felt very uncomfortable while undressing because his eyes were unashamedly on me (though I was wearing a sports bra) during the one ceremony I participated in, in 2020. My friend, also at this ceremony, was pulled into his lap and casually groped while we were all deep in the medicine (which, by the way, was noticeably different in taste, looks and strength from one night to the other). She was unable to break away because she was not in control of her body but was so upset about it afterwards because she came to seek healing from her past (sexual abuse from her father). It makes me SO sad. Again, I am so sorry about your experience and I hope karma will prove itself present.