Pachamama Sanctuary – Maine
Founded in 2019, Pachamama Sanctuary has grown to become the largest ayahuasca center in the United States, offering a sacred and transformative space for healing, self-discovery, and spiritual growth. Nestled in the peaceful landscapes of Maine, our sanctuary is a haven for those seeking deep personal transformation and emotional healing through safe and expertly guided ayahuasca ceremonies.
We are proud to hold a stellar rating of 4.92 out of 5 on Retreat Guru, based on over 200 reviews from participants who have experienced profound growth and connection during their time with us. This reflects our unwavering commitment to safety, compassion, and integrity in every aspect of our work.
At Pachamama Sanctuary, we honor the sacred traditions of ayahuasca while tailoring the experience to meet the needs of modern participants. Our experienced facilitators and dedicated support team provide a nurturing environment, ensuring physical, emotional, and spiritual safety. We employ a rigorous health screening process to ensure all participants are prepared for the journey, and we offer comprehensive integration support to help them process and apply the insights gained during their retreat.
Whether you are seeking to heal past traumas, find clarity, or connect more deeply with yourself and the world around you, Pachamama Sanctuary provides a safe and welcoming space to embark on your journey of transformation.
22 Reviews on “Pachamama Sanctuary”
Pachamama Sanctuary… This place is a place of healing. I can’t say enough about this place, the people, and my experience. I lost and found so much there. I went in with total trust and no fear, which I am learning now is VERY important! I was allowed to set down everything and ANYTHING I had been carrying my whole life. I learned who I am, why I am here, and what I should do moving forward. I learned to trust myself and gained integrity on a higher level. I could finally USE all of those tools I had learned in years of therapy that were unusable before. I learned to listen more and talk less. And when I do talk now, it is substantial and meaningful. I enjoy sitting with myself in silence and meditating is a breeze! I enjoy the people who love me and am making positive impacts on and in everyone around me. I have cut loose ends in my life that were holding me back. I no longer want to drink (I would try if I WANTED to, but the desire has completely left me). I no longer take prescription medications. I know how powerful, intelligent, and beautiful I am! I protect myself and my energy because this transformation has given me so much and I know there is no going back!
Since the weekend retreat, I have grown exponentially through integration. I gained wonderful friends and mentors while I was there, and staying in touch has become an important part of that integration process. I have embraced the process wholeheartedly! I attend all of the weekly calls and work with Amy, an integration coach from the sanctuary, whenever there is something I need help moving through. Someone is always there to answer the phone or text me back. These people GENUINELY CARE. I have never felt more seen and free to be myself — the ME I was always meant to be if life, people, and ideas hadn’t lied to me and stunted my growth as a person.
And I had believed those lies for so long, I never assumed that I would be where I am today. I would have never had such lofty plans for myself! I have rid my life of toxic people who were constantly hurting me, but I couldn’t let go… I used to be incredibly sensitive and could barely speak about my emotions without crying. Now, I speak clearly and intelligently with intention and wisdom I never knew I could have access to. I could write 100 paragraphs and never finish explaining all of the positive effects that this ONE WEEKEND gave to me! I am going back in a few weeks because I can’t get enough of this knowledge and empowerment! If you are considering Aya, do NOT hold yourself back! There is NO reason to suffer any MORE than you have. Listen to your heart and be brave, because there is a better life waiting for you… the life that you were always MEANT to have! ETERNAL THANKS TO PACHAMAMA, DEREK, AMY, LEANDRO, and many many more! I am so grateful that I had the courage to come and do something like this for myself because Pachamama has forever changed the course of my life and beyond…
When I reached out to this community, I was lost, tired, lacking the energy to stay. I had never done anything like this before, not in terms of medicine, not in terms of a spiritual group activity, opening up to strangers, trusting strangers with my money, safety, health. Over the preceding years of my life I have done a ‘great’ job of building walls around me to protect myself from further trauma – all the while distancing myself from being present in life, family, emotions. I was scared, uncomfortable, and the only thing that pushed me through the front door was the sheer desperation of not knowing how else to go on living. — Yes, the medicine was a cathartic, life changing experience — However, its positive effect on my life was only made possible because I felt safe, welcomed, supported and not as a short term customer but as a member of a community that is vested in healing, in accepting those who reach out for who they are and all that they come in with. This community gave me friendships, ongoing opportunity for integration – a word I had never heard of and would have not understood if it was not for the people who have dedicated themselves to the mission of this sanctuary. I have since returned as a volunteer, as a participant, I join integration whenever I can, and have opened myself up to new choices in my life like I would have never been able to before. I am grateful for having come to this place and can say with full confidence that if you are considering this sanctuary you can count on being truly seen.
I arrived with my chest tight, anxiety whispering that I should turn back. But as I made that right turn down the trail and stepped inside, something shifted. A sense of safety washed over me. I was welcomed with such kindness, respect, and genuine care that the fear I carried began to fade.
Having Leandro lead the ceremony was a true gift. The space he created felt deeply protective, allowing me to let go in a way I never had before. His presence brought a sense of comfort that words can hardly capture.
Saying yes to this experience was one of the best choices I’ve ever made. I felt called to Pachamama Sanctuary, and now I understand why. It’s more than just a place—it’s a home for my heart, a sanctuary I can always return to when I need to feel safe, grounded, and whole.
Had the most profound experience that changed my whole outlook on my life to a more fulfilling content present self. This is the one place I would recommend over any because Derek has such a realistic point of view that is based on reality that I respect and it’s a balance of the real world and the spiritual world. The analogies and lessons spoken by him really resonate deeply. This is the best experience I have ever had and I felt extremely safe protected secure seen and heard.
Can’t wait to go back! Very safe and loving my weekend there was perfect 🙏
This was an amazing weekend. I went with an intention, but the medicine had a different plan for me. It really uncovered some issues I had that I didn’t realize I was dealing with. I learned so much about it and was able to see where I truly cause my own suffering. Ayahuasca showed me things that I didn’t like, and I was able to see where I was fighting it. When I was able to work with her, it got much easier. Pachamama Sanctuary was an amazing, loving, safe place to spend my weekend and delve deeply into myself. They were organized, and supportive, had plenty of volunteers to help at every turn, and they really made it such a beautiful experience. They offer so much support after as well.
Here at Pachamama I found a safe and healing sanctuary that facilitated me to experience deep healing processes. This was my first time experiencing the Medicine. Each person I spoke to from the sanctuary treated me with respect and the full attention of their time when I asked any and every question. Working with nervous , scientific, and critical people cannot be a simple task. I come from a professional medical background.
I felt seen, and heard, and held here. I felt that my own spirituality was respected and that I could come here as my authentic self without any pretense. I also felt that the sanctuary here is safe for you to explore your inner self but also welcomes the special opportunity to also share and connect with the community of people embarking on the journey with you . I found that the individual discussions that organically arose over tea or sitting in the kitchen together were also deeply helpful and meaningful to me. Being around the vulnerability and group sharing of other participants facilitated a large portion of my own healing process and inner acceptance.
No aspect of my weekend here felt forced or unsafe. I came in with some trepidation and fear, but like others mention that seemed to melt away on my journey driving here. The guides attended to my physical needs in arcane and graceful manners , I am still in such awe of how they took care of me here.
I feel so incredibly grateful for the multitudes of manners in which each person at Pachamama served me , held me, guided me, and even allowed me the privacy and space to completely break down ( and then return from that state -in grace even- with a profound sense of relief.)
I absolutely cannot wait to give back in service what I have been given here . I followed all of the guidelines and truly believe that the mission here honors the sacred old ways of this medicine , as well as helps facilitate its safe expansion to new corners of the human population.
My work within myself is only just beginning, and I look forward to giving back to others using my new perspectives and tools. I am so grateful to have found this place, and to Derek for personally reaching out to me when I had questions, to Amy, and Leandro, and Arkawa, and to each Guide that helped me on my journey, they know who they are.
I was so anxious to do this. But I did it anyway. I had no idea the power and the wisdom of the plant medicine. I was clearly shown where my heart has been blocked and why. I also got to experience the unexplainable brilliance and beauty of all life and that I am a part of it all. For me, it was hard work as I had to face feelings I have been running from my whole life. The discomfort was necessary and ultimately liberating. One of the greatest decisions of my life.
Forever grateful for Pachamama Sanctuary. The weekend retreat I attended was transformative beyond measure. The people who help make this place happen are top notch. The breath work session was just as powerful as the medicine ceremonies. The facilitators are pilgrims just like us walking their own path and continuing to grow and learn as they continue to heal themselves, others, and the world. If the medicine is speaking to you, find it and sit with it here. Be strong and find your path. I look forward to continuing to see this sanctuary be a light in the world–A beacon of hope for the lost and soothing balm for the weary soul. Amy, Derek, Angela, and their volunteers will help you, but the transformative work comes from within yourself. Be the change for yourself and the world.
Such a transformative experience. The staff and team at Pachamama really believe in what they do and it shows. I felt safe and cared for throughout my process. The breathwork is also really special and powerful. So much healing in one magical weekend. I am truly grateful 🙏
This is the place and the team to be with! No matter if it’s your first, second or your twenty-fourth time. The medicine that Pachamama’s serve shows what you need and my journey feel always safe and significantly powerful. The whole weekend is a transformative experience that brings beautiful people together in a welcoming and warmth environment sustained by people who care about you. I really recommend Pachamama Sanctuary for whoever feels the call to sit with Ayahuasca and connect with a lovely and supportive community.
I love this place. So many wonderful medicine carriers teaching so many traditions. Such a beautiful space and property. I always feel safe here. I’m so blessed I found this place.
So Wonderful and so special. Truly an amazing and high quality experience. The magic in this space provided by the team is next to none. If you’re experienced with medicine or it’s your first time this is an experience like no other!
I personally had a rare magical experience of how I entered Pachamama Sanctuary’s gates. From the moment i parked my car, the external stressors of the world released. Could feel peace all over Pachamama Sanctuary’s land. There is no need to worry, you take it all off before you open the door. You’re cared for and pampered genuinely and whole heartedly; by the volunteers, one another, even the mat brings comfort. It’s almost like dejavu. This journey brought me immense serenity, removed all my concepts of fear, and reformed language I didn’t even know was harming me. Praise purging the dark.
Feel called to dedicate my life to this holy sacrament and Pachamama’s purpose. May we all be guided by the light. Praise Pachamama Sanctuary. Thank you Derek for holding space. You are all so very sacred. The medicine is life itself. Blessings.
My experiences sitting at Pachamama have been life changing. The atmosphere and staff/volunteers give a great sense of peace and safety. That type of comfort has given me the ability to listen to the medicine in confidence. Whether you’re new to spirituality or looking to deepen your knowing, Pachamama isn’t only a sanctuary, but a community, that meets you where you are.
I highly recommend Pachamama for anyone seeking peace, clarity, or a deeper connection with themselves and the universe. I’m so grateful to be able to continue my learning here.
My first experience with Pachamama Sanctuary was in January 2022 and I have sat with the medicine multiple times since then. Every single experience has been sacred, special and unique. The staff and the environment made all of my experiences feel safe and secure. I am still part of the community through the free integration calls held on zoom each week. This has really helped support me through my healing journey. A huge thanks to Pachamama Sanctuary for providing a beautiful and supportive environment for all! Highly recommended, 10/10!!!
I am filled with gratitude after spending a weekend at Pachamama. It was my first time sitting in ceremony with Ayahuasca and the healing that I experienced in one weekend was beyond what I thought was possible. Derek , Arkawa, staff and volunteers were all so supportive and welcoming. I gained another family after this weekend retreat. Thank you so much.
My first time sitting with the plant medicine at Pachamama was in September 2023. About a month ago I had the opportunity to attend another retreat there, both of my experiences have been remarkable, literally life altering!!! The land and the building are absolutely beautiful. The staff, volunteers & shaman were beyond welcoming, I felt SO safe, supported & cared for! I am looking forward to attending another retreat in the spring☺️ I hold a lot of gratitude in my heart for all of those who work so hard to have ayahuasca accessible here in the United States! Much love!❤️
Aloha! If you’ve found your way here, you are thisclose to committing to a weekend. I have just attended my 4th Pachamama retreat in Maine, and I am so greatful for this Sanctuary! All my experiences have been different, but very valuable to me. I finally feel that I am able to integrate the negative experiences of my past and move forward in my life. Working with ayahuasca can definitely be very challenging, even harsh at times, but Pachamama is a safe space to do this deep emotional work. I have attended ceremonies with 3 different Shamans who have all been wonderful, giving, and wise. Derek, Amy, Angela & an army of volunteers are knowledgeable, compassionate, & loving. You will be welcomed and cared for here ~
My husband and I recently completed a 3-day retreat at Pachamama Sanctuary that was truly transformational and enlightening, though not easy at times! Soul lessons came to me fast and furious during the ayahuasca ceremonies, defining my spiritual role in life, my responsibilities (and where they end), and my next steps going forward. I also found deep release and forgiveness, crying innumerable tears of pain and tears of joy. Saying yes to all of it, I was able to understand, on a cellular level, that the struggles I have experienced were of my own choosing, and that my soul exists on a plane beyond my autobiography and narrative. I am now working diligently to hold onto these lessons and apply them in daily life.
I attended the first retreat at Pachamama’s new Maine location on 11 August, 2023. Every part of the experience vastly exceeded my expectations. Having never worked with a plant medicine, there was certainly a bit of trepidation as I embarked on the journey. These concerns were minimized after the pre-retreat zoom call, which allowed us to ask questions, and receive advice and experiences from a few prior attendees to the New Hampshire Sanctuary.
Derek, the team of volunteers, integration coaches, curanderos, and fellow attendees fostered a safe, supportive, and welcoming space. I was received with kindness, openness, and acceptance. The flow of the weekend allowed for rest, reflection, and peace between the periods of challenging work associated with exploring oneself via Ayahuasca and breath work. The space in which we did our work, nestled within a beautiful natural surrounding, was clean, spacious, and beautiful in and of itself. The food was nourishing, and complemented the dieta used in preparing for the weekend.
The message and teachings received from the medicine herself varies with each recipient, after all, as she shows you ‘what you need, not what you want.’ In considering this, to share my specific experiences would not add value to yours. I will simply say that the weekend spent with the Pachamama team, and with Ayahuasca, was life changing. It has provided me with an understanding and framework from which I can confidently do the work to create and live a life full of purpose and love. I am forever grateful for the serendipity that brought me to meet the wonderful souls that guided me on this journey at Pachamama.
If you feel called to delve deeper into your consciousness and to effect meaningful change in your life armed with the gift of this insight, I highly recommend Pachamama Sanctuary and the plant medicine Ayahuasca as a conduit for this challenging but rewarding work.
With warmth and love,
Joel
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All of this video has been proven false. We are reopening August 11th, 2023 just outside Maine. There is plenty of proof out there showing that the state, in fact, did issue an injunction making it illegal for us to continue having retreats at that location. Once the dust settled, we sent out every penny we had to refund people. All but 6 have been refunded to this point but we ran out of money. As soon as we have our first retreat we will be issuing checks to the final 6 people waiting on refunds. We very much regret any hurt we have caused through this process. It was a really difficult situation and we did our best at every turn to make sure everyone would be made whole again.
We have also made massive changes in the way our organization is being run. I am no longer in charge. We have a team of people who are handling most things. We are committed to reinventing ourselves in a way that maintains integrity, transparency, honor and respect.
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I recently visited Pachamama Sanctuary in New Hampshire for my first Ayahuasca retreat. It was Amazing! The accommodations were comfortable, clean, professional, yet still made me feel like I was part of a community. All staff were incredibly kind and accommodative, especially as most people in my group over the weekend were new to Ayahuasca. Derek truly works from the heart, as well as extensive experience and seeks to provide each person seeking enlightenment from Ayahuasca the best experience possible. I highly recommend Pachamama Sanctuary in New Hampshire.